freedom

 whats freedom. One of the favorite idea J.K theme in his talks is freedom. what he talking about? we are all free. We are free to choose our favorite invisible friend (i mean the god ) or how to live or how to eat -well if all things go according to plan it may get curtailed in our country- but we have those for now at least to some level. Of course we dont have free speech as our country is full of cry babies who will be "hurt" when you say something- but wont be seeing a ghetto, a slum, millions of people living 2 times a day food.  well lets stop with making feel happy about our country and lets talk bout freedom.

Freedom is not from external variables. I think we cannot go away from that. I have to feel angry when a person is appressed, I have to follow the laws of the society. I cannot be free of that. I am talking about real freedom. Freedom comes from not knowing things and then seeing things. Freedom comes from losing self.

I know i have been harping about self too much. Well as i said earlier i write to amuse myself not for anything, so bare with "me". If i lose my "self" a minute of the day the freedom is vast- and seems so much joy. The joy of losing in the movement- joy of not inside the illusion of  time. just amazing to think isnt it.

If i am not, what is left- everything. The endless everything. sadly it is not enough for the self- the self seem to be craving for more self not freedom. The endless accumulation of "knowledge" seem to the important thing for it. I am not just talking about scholarly knowledge- i mean- how to make him buy this, how to milk my patient for the last drop, how to sell a app which no one wants, how to make money for my grandchild with a Strom drain work contract all these. It wants that- so that self can become stronger and the freedom becomes elusive.

The freedom to thing and observe without a piriori knowledge. Just think how beautiful it could be to think like that. The first original thought, the first original peace- not the one we think is peace, the euphoria, the brain dropping its flight or fight and see things as it as.

The freedom is i believe is what moving antagonist to the evolution. The brain busting and making us free from conditioning which we accumulated for a millennia and more. Just think leaving everything we learnt and seeing- 

freedom of not inside the cocoon we weaved for ourselves, the not worried about - is this me who is doing this, is this how i want to be known, will my girlfriend leave me if i see this- this way , freedom of not hurting the self. the freedom of dropping the self

when you see it call me

Love

Hariohm