The black dog is getting restless. It has started chewing the carpet. Now i know when patients with persistent low back think they have recovered and do the exercise regularly and they get a recurrence. It is a freaking nightmare.
The relentless of the dog is just surprising. It know what should be done to pull you to the abyss. The google map it has is just wonderful. It takes the least traffic path and travel is such fun if you like being dragged when you are tied to the dog.
The lesson is I am always going on a trip- just dont when and where- the bags are ready, sadly the bags are just not ready enough. The newer thing is i can observe when i am being dragged as though i am watching me in a video going down drain. That is just weird.
I know there is no abyss, i know the beauty is all around, the truth seems to all around- sadly as Buddha pointed out - the mind creates so much of illusion it is just hard to see. You know what they say- just because you know does not mean - you know or change. We all know we should not be a ass hole- but we always behave like that once in a while.
This is the best time in my life- hoping the euphoric feeling i should be feeling comes. The universe always treated me wonderfully, sadly I have feeling it is asking me back. I dont know what it is asking or i have anything to give? probably should ask Darwin.
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